Dear Amelia,

By now you have discovered that my heart became too heavy for me to hold and that it was broken into too many fragile pieces for me to keep attempting to artificially fix. You know how much I hated myself. I hated living in my own skin. You know I love you, I just did this for myself.

Dear Todd,

Every single pill I'll take tonight symbolizes the lies and the hatred you shoved and forced down my throat. You tore me down, grinning while doing it. You watched me crumble and crack and all you could do was laugh. Laugh at how weak and miserable I really was inside.

Dear Chloe,

You're the only one I will truly miss, but I don't believe you will miss me in return. You don't even know I exist, and after tonight you will never have the chance to know. I admire your individuality and the way you blush when you stumble over your feet. I've always wanted to tell you that I loved you.

Dear Bradley,

Thanks for at least trying to make me feel worth something. You always said we would make it big one day, even though I'm leaving, please fulfill that dream. Stop stuffing your hands in your pocket and hanging your head down. You're the one that is worth something, you are. Not me.

Dear Anastasia,
The headlights below this bridge remind me of your eyes, which always shined brighter than broken glass or rare gems. You gave me hope, but not enough hope. When you wake up tomorrow morning and realize I'm gone don't blame yourself. Because everything, every little thing was all my fault…