I knew it was too good to be true,
these feelings I had for you.
I thought they were returned,
but you had me fooled.

The sweet gestures, the affection,
the love-no, not love.
That should have been the first clue,
never did you say I Love You.

Once you got your ultimate prize from me,
things changed.
You never called, your texts, well they were less than enthusiastic.
Of course, my first thought - another girl.

I was right of course,
it wasnt to hard to figure out.
But still, I thought to give you a last chance,
to show that you werent complete scum.

I asked you, thinking that you would be honest.
Your reply, "No, I would never do that to you"
You sounded so sincere,
Thats when I told you I Love You.

For a while i pretended that you had told me the truth.
But that only hurt me worse.
Finally I accepted the truth,
you were with another girl, and you lied about it.

I use to tell you,
you were one of the most amazing people i've ever met.
You would disagree and deny it every time,
even get angry with me sometimes.

Now I understand,
at least it shows that you have some guilt,
some humanity.
But that doesn't change anything.

You still hurt me, betrayed me.
You made me feel such sadness, and despair.
I did not deserve these feelings from you.
Even so, I still see you as a friend.

Why?
Because I wasn't lying when i told you I loved you.
I always will in some part of my soul.

I have learned something throught this though,
you are just a guy.
You are scum to women,
I know I was not your first victim to this.

But most of all, you do not deserve me,
or my love.
You still have it,
but with it comes all my anger and hurt.

And that, is what you deserve.
You deserve to feel the pain,
the loss,
and the hurt of all those whose heart you have shattered.

I love you.