and the silence was bleak and cracked
through my smile like it was there for a
reason and yet at night i still cringe as
the darkness creeps through my covers
and you're not there to hold me in place
you always laughed your tired laugh and
said i was just being silly but would my
bloodshot eyes help you believe that i
haven't slept a wink since your arms have
found a hold under someone elses sheets

there's been mornings when i'd lay in bed
just to feel the rain come in through my
window and land quietly on my cheek-
it's nowhere close to the warmth of your hand
but since tuesday it's been an eligible substitute

a/n: i'm crazy. i miss you