Curiously Lusting
One: Introduction

Terra…
I’d only been lusting over her for all of summer and a little before, but she was always there, on my mind. ‘Oh, it’s just a small crush’ anyone would say, but to have a ‘small crush’ while dating the most amazing guy ever and have her face, her voice, her everything in my mind instead of my boyfriend... well, not so small, honestly.
You might have caught that I listed an attraction to both genders. I know it’s not very rare in today’s world, but some would still find it shocking, myself included. See, I’m not gay, or bisexual. Not until her anyways. She just hit me like a bomb. But it wouldn’t matter would it? I wouldn’t just go up to her, confess my feelings, and us get it on until the morning light, would I? I couldn’t. Too many boundaries would have to be crossed. Too many lines.

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She was in my math class last year. It was rather difficult to handle, considering the last day when we could move seats I nearly cried, being away from her. I desperately wanted to remove her from my life, or at least not be as obsessed. But of course fate had another thing coming my way.

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I walked in my first period this sophomore year of mine. As expected, my advance math class was filled with juniors, few sophomores and no friends. I was nearly always alone. Though, I didn’t expect to sit four seats away from the subject of my torment. I also didn’t expect on my first day to see her walk through the halls like the goddess she is every few periods.

But what’s a girl to do?

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A/N: First chapter. Tell me if it sounds good enough to post any more. Be critical if you want. I can handle it.
~love from Ibbit~