once again,
i've lost it yet again.
virginity stained what once was pure,
history in the making,
i can't take it anymore.
a few times a year,
i manage to give it away.
take my innocence away,
until i block it again.

yesterday, last year.
i chose not to remember.
whoever i give it to,
it burns down to embers
ashes to ashes,
dusk to dusk.
we have risen,
we have fallen,
we have done what we must.

C'était l'hiver