Addiction

Back to Square one

Oh how many times will I fall from the top

To start the climb back up?

How many times will I think about you,

My dearest Addiction

Before my mind forgets?

What must I do, what must I say

Why must I do this all

Just to put away this Addiction?

Why does it have to haunt me so?

My heart trembles just at the thought of you

That oh so sweet smile

The strong loving arms that hold me in the darkest nights

Rehab of the heart...how is that done?

My mind tells me to run from you, Addiction

But I can barely move

It consumes me, until you become all I see.

Please, my Addiction, spare me your cruelty

Take away the dreams tormented with your image

Cast me away from your magnetic energy

Cut me off, let me live!

Addiction, please, be kind to me

Let me go, I beg of you!

Quench my thirst, slow the burn in my soul.

Release me from your grip.

Though I know you may not do what I ask of you,

At least I have you to cling to when I have nothing else.

My dear sweet Addiction- good or bad?

NOTE:: Thoughts of me again!

BFQ