my heart is aching,

and i can't take it,

tears come faster,

as i think about how much i hurt you,

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i want to give you everything,

and i can't even freaking give you my words,

speech is impaired,

something's wrong with me,

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isn't there something always wrong with me?

rejection is as common as the wind,

and baby, i can't handle another one,

something tells me that you're going to walk away,

/0/

and now we're arguing,

i knew you'd find something,

no, wait,

i found something to make you hate me,

/0/

i threw it all away,

i made you go away,

and now i'm cold and heartless,

just tell me to shut up,

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i can't understand why it's so hard,

to give you my heart,

but the strings are strengthened,

by the pain of the past,

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it's not your fault,

it's always mine,

and i don't want to live with regret,

and i don't want to live without you,

/0/

my words aren't coming out right,

and i just want to take it all back,

i'll take it all back,

i want myself to love you,

/0/

our chemistry is wonderful,

but i can't let my nerves settle,

my heart is screaming for you,

but my mind is telling me to stop,

/0/

honey, stop giving me lies,

but you insist on telling me that you want me,

and i'm pushing you away,

i'm a screw-up,

/0/

that's something i can always do right,

born a failure,

and i want to tell you what you want to hear,

i want to feel your lips on mine,

/0/

and the rain pours down the window,

and i blankly stare,

wanting to feel something,

am i really heartless?

/0/

i think they've screwed me over,

from being able to believe in us,

and i've messed up,

now i'm sorry,

/0/

i can't even think about how you're feeling,

i'm such a burden,

and i put you through so much,

and i want to be better for you,

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i want to be better for you.