Friendless Half Pain

By: Faithmemory

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This loneliness,
Draws me nearer to death,
How nostalgic.

This useless life,
Will it still bloom like others'?
How wistful.

I wish to have,
A blissful life ahead,
Can I really attain it?
My only pathetic wish.

As I, fall in a light sleep,
I only hear hiccups,
I don't care less or more,
In the life I have now.

I expect and desire,
Death that lies in front,
I'll anticipate it well,
With this friendless half pain.