i'm just sick & tired of everything going wrong,

it's like a downhill ride,

and everything is crashing,

i'm waiting for the impact,

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why can't everything work out,

just for once?

it's one thing,

after another,

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can somebody come along,

and prove me wrong?

i want someone to finally mend this broken heart,

that has been repeatingly stabbed,

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and everytime i believe it will work out,

i beat myself up,

such a foolish girl,

and i want to think that it'll change someday,

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everytime i tell myself that this time is different,

but it ends up the same,

the top of the ride only lasts so long,

and the decline is like a wound in the soul,

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when i reach the bottom,

i promise myself that i won't cry,

but truth is,

i just don't like this feeling anymore,

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when i'm reaching the hill,

i want to just scream in ecstasy,

because it just feels so good,

and i never want it to end,

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but in the back of my mind,

i don't want to let go of what's happened before,

but eventually i let you in,

and that's when you break me,

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you try to make it up,

and i forgive you,

over and over,

until i break,

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and then i lose it,

forcing myself to run away,

descending into the ending pit by myself,

and i know what's coming,

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i feel my heart drop,

like the dip in the decline,

and then it rises,

starting again,

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sometimes i just wish it would be a straight line,

but the world is against me,

and i'm still ignorant to what's in store for me,

my heart is being played,

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the levels are consistent each time,

and i let it happen,

trusting everyone completely

why can't i see it coming?

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this rollercoaster ride from down under.