This is mine, don't you dare try to steal it. I wrote this poem about a week ago when I was absolutely terrified about something I had to do. Hope you like it!

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Panic still runs through me

Nothing is the same

I can't even concentrate

Consumed with utter shame

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I wish I could have looked ahead

Read between the lines

Too many times in this life

Too late have been my finds

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The scabs that riddle my pale arms

Point to this eerie still

Everything is overwhelming

Bringing me these chills

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I can't control this messy fear

It shakes me to the core

Taking over my whole life

Always wanting more

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I really need a way out

It's blocking out my life

If only I could forget about it

And push away this strife

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I know I shouldn't do this

Considering my fear

But even though my legs are shaking

I still have to be here

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It's something that I have to do

Even if my fear is real

I know that if I turn back now

Peace I'll never feel

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I pray that this dark night

Won't really be my last

And that I'll find a way

To capture my forgotten past

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Mystic

You'll be happy to know that I over came my fear, and now I know I can do anything. Hey, if I can beat an octopus at sumo wrestling in the Mohave Desert, then nothing is impossible!