Sometimes I just need to grab my Ipod

Turn up the volume…Loud

Block out the world…

Block out my thoughts…

Forget about him for the moment

It seems impossible to do

I can find him in every note;

Sad, happy, bittersweet…

And those lyrics must mean him

The thought of him going away…

It tears me up inside

And every moment I'm left alone

I can't help but remember…

The clock keeps ticking

Counting down the seconds till he leaves…

But I'll savor the pain…

It lets me know I'm alive

I let myself love him more…

Because it helps me believe it

And if my own love destroys me…

So be it.