So what? So you're going to let this kid kiss & touch
whatever he wants, just because you feel broken
& don't want to face the pain? You're pathetic.
You really are. MITCH DIDN'T WANT YOU
FOR A REASON. Robert only wants you because
he thinks you're going to be easy. MITCH IS NEVER
GOING TO WANT YOU.

They're right, all of them. They were all right
when they scoffed at you for letting him in to begin with
& now you need to get the fuck over it. & they're
still right. GET OVER
IT. Life isn't always rainbows & butterflies.
She's a man-stealing home-wrecking
crack whore but

you need to get the fuck over it
& LET GO.

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a/n: This kind of goes with "I'm Getting Involved With Someone"
(a chapter of The iPod Collection) but
it kind of stands by itself, too.

It's very, very personal. It's a rant.
But it's prose(ish) and important to me.
I feel like I need to post it.

(I wonder if Mitch is still reading the shit I post...)