headfucked

storms in a teacup:
you've got me headfucked-
braintwisted, tired and angry,
consciousness racing, my
heart's overtaking
each thought, til i'm all
disconnected.
you're in my skin like a drug
(or a poison)
and you creep along through
my veins til i'm writhing
with pain (you are
painful)- you'll never
have reason to change.

empty heart revelry-
alcohol's chemistry's more
about lust than forevers.
so pour me an answer,
explain why your arms are
still wrapped tight around these
bare shoulders.
i'll sing for summer- the
dreams of this dumb girl
will all contain you
and your kisses.
boy, give me your days-
they say love is insane-
but nothing's as headfucked
as this is.