I hate getting high hopes
because when I do
they never come true
and what could be worse
than hoping with every ounce of your being
that something will happen
or come true
only to have it not come true at all

this is a prime example
of that kind of situation;
I'd been on edge about meeting you
in the first place,
I'd had dreams, visions, daydreams
of what would happen
and how it would go
but that chance is coming and going
and what can I do about it?

this is another reason
why you shouldn't have sent me that song;
it doesn't matter anymore
'cuz we don't even know if we will meet
if we do, then okay, fine
but if we don't,
then you just wasted
a few minutes of your time

in the end, I wonder
if any of my hopes and dreams
will ever come true
or if they will stay hopes and dreams
in case they don't,
this will always be the reason
I won't have high hopes