if she says I'm not acting like a best friend
then what does she think of you?

the reason I'm acting this way
is because you're making me
if you'd have just cared for someone who's not you
all of this wouldn't have happened
but it did and there's nothing left to do

I want to say I'm still mad at you
but now I only feel like crying
because I've lost my "best friend",
my heart's been broken by him,
and I'm so confused of what I should do

what am I supposed to do
when everyone thinks I'm better off without them,
myself included,
but there's something holding me back

the more I think of all this
the more I want to do the unthinkable
but I refuse to lower myself to that again
I think to myself "are they worth it?"
but I just want to get rid of this pain

people say I can talk to them
but can I really?
when I talk about it I feel like a fool
I mean, how can you not be judged because of this