REASONS TO LIVE.

Prologue.

It's raining now. It's getting heavier by the second. I just sigh as I watch the glorious droplets fall from the magnificent sky. I'm so envious that it got a chance to see the clouds. To be closer to heaven than I am. Well, that's just fantasy. I'll never ever ever get a chance to go to heaven. I know tyou must be wondering why I'm saying this. I'm just 15 and I couldn't have done something bad. And no. I'm most definitely not an emo.

Well, 3 years ago, I killed my father. I know you wouldn't understand why I did it. I'm not expecting you too. It has been a while since I've learnt not to expect people to listen to me. All the ever did was hear me. There's a huge difference between them. The reason why I'm writing this down right now is because I have a death sentence. I'm going to die in 5 months time. Luckily the judge was a little sympathetic he told me that if the lawyers could prove that I didn't kill my father before I go to face the gallows, he would "get rid" of my death sentence. At least, he believe I didn't do it. Frankly speaking, I don't remember it either. Well. I don't know. Ever the hearing, I've let fate take over.

I'm in juvi now. Living my last 5 months going to school at this very prison. Yeah I know. It's incredibly lame to spend your final moments at school but I'm finding it peaceful.

A/N... hey guys.. sorry.. i kinda lost the "spark" for ajh but as soon as I get it, i'm going to continue k?... k.. good.. I'm starting this story. I just want to know your opinion on this chap. If you like it, i'll continue. If you don't, bye bye story... =)... r&r... please.. =)