you made me vulnerable,

and i can't stand to look at you,

look what you did to me,

look what you did to me,

/0/

i told you 'no',

and you let your body do the answering,

i didn't mean anything to you,

and i still don't,

/0/

i screamed it,

i screamed in everything but ecstasy,

and you kept doing it,

you kept doing it,

/0/

you mistaked it for pleasure,

and i tried to push you,

you told me i couldn't do it,

did you think that was because you were taking advantage of me?

/0/

i pushed you,

and i tried to push you out of my life,

and you laughed and tried again,

what part of 'no' did you not understand?

/0/

i hate the way you make me feel,

but i don't want to be alone,

you tried to take me,

you tried to break me,

/0/

everything in my body was terrified,

but i could still feel you inside,

i wanted to cry,

i wanted to hide,

/0/

my hair and sweat are sticking to my face,

and pull me closer and try to kiss me,

what makes you think i want a betrayer's lips on mine?

i hate you more than you'll know,

/0/

the tears stain and combine with the sweat,

as i feel helpless, hopeless,

i can't away this time,

my weakest moment, my deepest regret,

/0/

and when you're satisfied,

you didn't even have the decency to face me,

to help me,

how could you sleep at night?

/0/

you're a sick, dirty person,

and i can't stand the sight of you,

one mention of your name,

and i want to throw something,

/0/

i hate you with all of my being,

and i will forever be haunted,

by all of your violations,

you ruined me,

/0/

you've ruined me.