Looking back at the past

That did not last.

Was it me or you?

Now I am looking for something new.

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I am going back to my life,

Back to being alive,

Back to where I belong,

I am going back to my soul,

Back to my goal,

Back to sing again my song.

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I am tired of not being me,

I hate living in fantasy,

I am tired of being all alone.

I am going back to my friends,

My tears and pain ends,

I am sick of living on my own.

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I've got to raise my voice.

I am fed up of all the noise,

Of people teasing me all the while.

I am going to look in their eyes,

Put an end to their lies.

I am going to come back with my smile.

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You said you'd always be there,

But it's clear that you don't even care.

It wasn't just my mistake.

But I hate to take all the blame.

All the hate words, all the shame.

I had to cry all night and stay awake.

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My phone is in my hand,

It's time to take a stand.

Your number is being erased.

All the texts have already gone.

Your picture is no more in my phone.

You will no longer be chased.

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I need to throw my diaries away,

Let me tell you something today.

You are nothing more than a jerk.

You are just a basket full of lies.

Now hear me say goodbye.

To your evil eyes and cruel smirk.

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I am tired of things going wrong.

This time I will be strong.

I hate it when you make me fragile.

I am not even going to look at you.

I am looking for someone new.

It's been quite a long while.

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Looking back at the past,

I see we crumbled into dust.

It wasn't you or I,

It was someone else's lie.

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I hate it when you believe them,

I hate it when you fall prey to their game,

I hate it when they make you hate me.

But you trust them and their lies.

You won't even open your eyes.

You will never wake up to reality.

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If you did, you would see.

It wasn't you or me.

We just walked into their trap.

I can see it clearly today.

We lost our way.

They took away our map.

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Now I have found my way back.

I have figured out what I lack.

It's me, it's not you.

I am looking for something new.

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You have fully changed.

They have taken their revenge.

They have defeated me.

But I am tired of crying in helplessness,

It's high time that I end this mess.

It's high time that I break free.

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I am starting to lose all hope.

It's time I cut the rope.

It's time that I let you go.

I am feeling horrible right now,

But I will feel better somehow,

I won't fall for anything you do.

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Looking back at the past,

That did not last.

I see I am holding on too long.

Go. I will be strong.

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I am going to find something new,

Something genuine, something true,

Something that is fun to do.

I am going to find myself again,

The one without all the pain,

The one who doesn't cry in the rain.

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No more listening to sad song.

It's time for me to move on.

Looking back at the past,

I am glad I came to my senses at last.