Ambassador of Convictions

The arrant shock stops my mind blank

If my knees give out, I'll crash to the ground

-Everything I know is wrong.

Secrets are the single weapons

Derived from lies, deceitful tales

False expressions cross my path

I am completely lost, unsure of what trust is

If in itself, a prevarication is whole

A life of lies, a day of deception

You will forever evade me, you fraudulent cheat

With your facade of an ambassador of convictions

Tell me, was it worth it?

Was she everything I'm not, or are you still searching

For a standard still higher than your own?

Now the source of illumination glows bright

Infinite truth; a clear decision

Here and now I barricade the threshold lingering between us

You'll no longer plunge this glistening dagger into my spine

As I am finished with you, forever

I'll never return, that's my conviction