I was on my way to being someone before you came, but I came undone, now I'm unraveled, shriveled up, and the pieces are far too small to pick up, my shattered body lays at your feet, yet you stand there, simply watching me, as the clock strikes one, then two, next three, you are still there simply watching me. It makes me feel so vulnerable, yet somehow, it is tolerable, as long as you're there watching me, I perform a silent plea, my hope crashes down beautifully, my acute senses feel your heart beat, calmly, as opposed to me, no, my heart is fast, beating for you as you break it, slowly, awaiting my death, patiently, always awaiting my death, you are always awaiting my death, you are always bringing it on slowly, always loving me, always killing me.