Sometimes I wish it didn't happen this way.

Sometimes I wish I hadn't called you that day.

Sometimes I wish if I could take to all back

To those days when my life was painted in black.

And you would come to me again.

You would take away my pain.

This time I won't be a fool.

This time I will keep my cool.

This time we won't fight.

This time everything's gonna be alright…

Sometimes I close my eyes and feel you by my side.

Sometimes I look around and search for you far and wide.

I haven't seen you in the last two days.

Please stop scaring me this way!

Tell me you are fine,

And I wouldn't even care that you aren't mine.

And you would come to me again.

You would take away my pain.

This time I won't be a fool.

This time I will keep my cool.

This time we won't fight.

This time everything's gonna be alright…

I know that you don't even care anymore.

You see me standing there and you shut the door.

You see me crying but you still walk away.

Sometimes I really wish you'd talk to me some day.

And you would come to me again.

You would take away my pain.

This time I won't be a fool.

This time I will keep my cool.

This time we won't fight.

This time everything's gonna be alright…

And then again sometimes, I think it's better like this.

Life without you sometimes feels like bliss.

Because I can be whoever I wanna be,

I don't have to pretend, I can be me.

I really like this sense of feeling free,

Sometimes I really wish you never came to me.

I know you won't come to me again.

That's okay; I can deal with my pain.

I think I am gonna be fine tonight.

I think I am finally gonna be alright.

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