|Walking Over The Shattered Pieces
Author: Martica Narcassa PM
Jesse's life is broken and shattered. Everyday the same things happen to him. Abuse is just a part of his life, but someone helps him change all that. warnings: Bl/gay/yaoi, abuse, rape, transexualism, attempted suicide.Rated: Fiction M - English - Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 29,782 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 12-22-11 - Published: 09-26-10 - id: 2850729
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The first of my promised x-mas updates. Idk which one is gonna be the next one up so just be on the look-out and I'm happy to say "happy 1st one year birthday WOTSP!". I can't believe how popular this story has gotten. Well at least popular for my stories. Thanks to all of my readers and Merry Christmas/ Happy yule/ Happy Hanukkah and WTF Kwanza is enjoy that to. ^_^
Oh and some questions that are gonna come up.
1). Why don't I have more than just Brian's immediate family…lazy don't feel like writing two Christmases.
2). Why crystal is so grumpy…cuz I'm cranky in the morning even on Christmas morning.
3). Skipping through presents…wanted to get to the good part.
A Real Christmas
I was really happy. I hadn't had a real Christmas in years. My parents had celebrated Christmas but they never got me presents…I was banned from Christmas because of what I was…they said that if someone hates the gender god gave them then they didn't believe in god and if they didn't believe in god than they couldn't celebrate Christmas. I would sit in my room and be depressed while they enjoyed the holiday.
Then when they kicked me out…it got a lot worse. There would be the most pathetic looking tree and some newspaper origami ornaments I made. Then John used me as his personal present. He would force me into some sexy lingerie and then use me until he passed out from being too drunk on the eggnog he had me buy for him. Sometimes I would get save up some money and buy myself a little something but it only helped me to keep from considering suicide.
But this year was different! Way different! I was having Christmas with Brian's family…and they really liked Christmas! They had wreaths everywhere, there was big tree, there was always a holiday scented candle going and it made the house smell wonderful, there were all sorts of Christmas decorations everywhere and not to mention Brian's mom could play Piano so we would sing Christmas carols every night and have coco. I was even glad for the Christmas sweater that was kinda itchy. It looked silly, but I was finally having a real Christmas and I couldn't be happier.
Oh and they had this tradition of watching a bunch of Christmas movies while drinking coco and eating Christmas cookies, which I had helped Brian's mom make. Brian and I even made a few snow people in the yard and snow angels. Not to mention all the surprise snowball fights. I was so excited when we got to decorate the tree. Brian's dad put a big box down. It had tons of lights and ornaments in it. There was even an angel to put on top. Brian's dad put all the lights on the tree.
"I don't know about you guys but I always love the angel." Brian's mom said pulling it out. "It used to be my grandmother's." She handed it to me. "Jesse would you like to put it on top this year?" I nodded and she handed it to me gently. I couldn't reach the top of the tree so Brian lifted me up I smiled and placed it on top. He set me back down and kissed me.
"Thanks for the boost."
"No problem." He smiled. I gave him a quick peck and then we started putting ornaments on. Most of them were pretty normal, bulbs and just the basic ones…though some of them kinda made me feel sad…they had ones like "baby's first Christmas" and they had pictures in them one of Brian's first and the other of Crystal's, and one with a family picture and then a few ones that were obviously traditional. Brian noticed and took my hand.
"What's wrong?" He asked concerned.
"oh it's nothing." I put on a smile.
"You don't have to lie Jesse what's wrong?" He touched my face.
"it's just…you guys have had a real Christmas ever since you were babies…and my family…took me right out of the picture…I never had a baby's first Christmas ornament…or a family photo. I never even got to be with them on Christmas…" He hugged me.
"I'm sorry about that Jesse…but from now on you'll get a real Christmas every year." His mom smiled and picked up a small wrapped present.
"I know it's a little early Jesse but I think you should open this now." She handed it to me and I opened it. Inside the box was a pink ornament that said "Jesse's first Christmas with us" I was so happy I cried a little. I had never expected something like this. "And on Christmas morning we'll take a picture of us and put it in the frame."
"Thanks this means a lot." I choked. She smiled and hugged me. I felt silly crying happily but it was such a nice gesture. My biological family completely rejects me and to have this other family completely accept me and want me to be a part of their celebration was more than I could have ever hoped for in all my life. Brian's dad joined in to. Crystal came downstairs.
"ewww family hug." She stuck her tongue out
"Come on join in hun." Her dad motioned her over
"no thanks" She shook her head.
"get her." So we roped her into the hug as well.
The few weeks until Christmas passed pretty quickly. Finally it was Christmas morning and Brain found and interesting way to wake me up. I felt his mouth between my legs. I jumped and look down.
"Merry Christmas." I giggled.
"You could save that for later you know." He pouted.
"Well I want to now before everyone wakes up because then we won't get a minute to ourselves." So he went back to giving me the most amazing Christmas present ever. He had gotten really really good at oral in the past few months I'd been living here. I tried to keep from moaning but it was really hard. Finally I finished and he kissed me.
"I'm gonna go brush my teeth and then we can go wake everyone up to open presents." I put my pj bottoms back on and waited for him to get done. Once we did Brian raced around and knocked on everyone's door. "come on wake up it's Christmas!" Brian's parents got up first but Crystal didn't come out of her room. I knocked softly.
"Crystal…it's time to open presents…"
"still tired…go away." She grumbled.
Brian went in and she whipped a pillow at him. "Well bahumbug to you to."
"Just let her sleep so can open hers in a bit." I said softly.
"Well typically we wait for everyone to wake up before we open presents." He scratched his head. "but I guess if she's gonna be a Grinch than she can later" We went downstairs and Brian's mom was making coco. She gave us both mugs full and with tons of mini marshmallows. We sat down by the tree.
"Where's your sister?"
"Sleeping." She sighed. "Let's just go on without her." He took a drink of his coco while I was blowing on mine. I hated burning my tongue.
"Alright she mostly got money anyways." Brian's mom and dad joined us and handed me a present. "Jesse you go first." I nodded and opened mine. They were fuzzy slippers that looked like a bunny.
"Thanks they're really cute." I put them on right away. They were as soft as they looked. Brian's mom handed him a present.
"Your turn." He tore the paper like a wild man. I giggled because I had opened mine so carefully and gently. Inside the box there was some shirts.
"Thanks." Shirts weren't too exciting for him. I guess I could see why he hadn't seemed to excited. Next his parents opened presents. His mom got a new robe and his dad got a cd set for some 80's band he liked. Then Brian handed me one. I opened it and it had some new skirts and stockings in it. I kissed his cheek.
"Thanks." I smiled and handed him a present. He opened it a little more tactfully this time. It had a ps3 game in it.
"uh Jesse I don't have a ps3 yet…" His parents handed him a box. We planned this out like this because we wanted him to be excited and surprised. He lit up like the Christmas tree. I smiled glad he was so excited and happy about it. He handed me another box. It was really small I wondered what was in it. I opened it and it was a velvet covered box. I opened the box and there was a little silver ring with a pink stone.
"I got you a promise ring." He smiled and put it on my finger. It fit perfectly. I wasn't sure what a promise ring was. "Well technically we can't married but I can promise to make you happy for as long as I can." I kissed him happily. I hadn't expected a gift like that. Finally Crystal came down and we finished opening presents. We tossed the paper and then we played with Brian's ps3 for a while before dinner. After dinner Brian led me upstairs.
"I do have one more present for you Jesse." I tilted my head.
"What is it?" He smiled and handed me a box. I opened it and found that there was some sexy lingerie in there. I blushed. It was a corset and a tutu skirt.
"Do you like it?"
"I do it's really cute." He wrapped his arms around my waist and started kissing my neck. I felt him nibble my earlobe.
"Why don't you go try it on?" I nodded and went into our bathroom and put it on. It looked really good on me. I just wished I had the bust for it…I went back out to Brian.
"Do you like it on me?" He smirked in his cute sexy way.
"Pose a little." I smiled and posed for him before he walked over to me and started kissing me. I kissed him back. Today had been such a great day. It was the best Christmas ever.
~ but it's not the best Christmas ever until there's a gratuitous sex scene ;) ~
"So how was your first real Christmas?"
"I'll let you know when you give me my last present." I went and sat on our bed. He sat next to me and we made out again. I fell back on the bed and he straddled me. I was already so turned on from the costume that just his touch seemed to send currents through my body. I really did like the corset and all but now I just wanted it off. I was glad when Brian unhooked the tutu part and dropped his pj bottoms. Both of our arousals were rubbing through thin fabric now. I blushed when I felt a little pre-cum.
"It's ok I'm turned on to." He started kissing all over my body and caressing me in all of my favorite places. I was getting really hot.
"Brian I need the corset off." He unzipped it and it was left to wait in the same corner the tutu had been doomed to. I was glad when he started paying attention to my nipples. They loved attention. I worked on getting his shirt off. I wanted him almost naked to. I was able to get him to pull it off. I always loved Brian's body. It was so toned and sexy. Every time he took his shirt off it was like unwrapping another present. I ran my fingers down it softly and then continued downwards. I rubbed him through his boxers. He was throbbing.
"I think I should return the favor babe." I kissed him.
"do you want to?"
"I do." I traded spots with him and then kissed down his body and pulled his boxers down. He sprang up and I licked the pre on the tip. I licked the head and more came out so I took the head in. I felt more of my own pre…only with Brian did I get turned on giving a blowjob. I rubbed my own tip a little bit and took more of him in. He started to moan but then started biting his lip so he wouldn't get too loud. Hearing those few moans made me start bobbing my head. I kept bobbing and bobbing each time I would go all the way out to the head and then take the rest in.
He loved when I did that and I had to fight his hips a little because he started bucking. I felt him shaking a little and I knew he was getting close. I rubbed his balls a little and then he came. I swallowed it and kissed him. He kissed me back.
"Alright now let's both feel good." He got back on top again and took my panties off. I sprang to life instantly. I blushed and he stroked me a little. He also grabbed some lube and got me ready to go. I always liked when he would finger me a little. I moaned softly and he lubed himself a little before softly pushing in. I wrapped my legs around him and out my arms around his neck bringing him closer to me. Right now I wanted to be as close to him as possible. He went nice and slow in the beginning and caressed me the whole time, but that quickly got boring and he picked up his speed. I started to buck back onto him.
I tried to guide him to my spot and I closed my eyes and my lips parted when he hit it. We started to make out desperately as he rapidly increased his pace and just pounded my spot. I felt his caressing hand start to stroke me again. It felt so incredibly good that I panted into the make out. I thrusted back harder trying to make it even more pleasurable. He started licking my air again.
"You getting close?" I nodded. "You're so sexy when you get close." He half moaned softly. All I could do was pant. He started to pant as well. "I'm gonna cum." He groaned and then I felt him cum. All his warm seed in me pushed me over the edge and I came moments after him. We made out slowly this time and enjoyed the afterglow. When our bodies relaxed he pulled out and laid next to me and held me.
"I love you Jesse." I nuzzled his neck.
"I love you to Brian."
"Merry Christmas babe."
"Merry Christmas to you to." And then we fell asleep just like that. Now it was the best Christmas ever. I looked forward to many more.