Author: Subbie PM
I'm too vulnerable like this Mostly to you ... You say you'll protect me, but you're gonna end up hurting me more than they do.Rated: Fiction M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Words: 272 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10-04-10 - Status: Complete - id: 2853027
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All these feelings are crazy,
I'm raw and broken open.
Can't handle what this does to me,
Maybe you can (kinda) fix me, here's hoping...
Been flipping from highs to lows too much,
It had to be sometime I'd need a crutch.
I don't know if these feelings are worth it,
This is too human... (i can't deal with this...)
I have no defenses,
I have no walls.
I'm isloated, pushing away,
Trying to empty the halls.
Because people hurt right now,
Extra emotions cloud my thoughts.
I'm barely managing (while trying to untangle...)
Please, don't add another knot.
I know I need to learn to deal by myself...
I'm sorry, for now, you're my crutch.
I'm far too vulnerable like this,
vulnerable to people, but mostly to you.
You'll say you'll protect me,
But you're gonna end up hurting me more than they do.
Because I let you get too close,
And that always ends in pain.
I don't want to screw up or take the blame, but,
I'll do anything to be close to you.
'Cause as long as you don't leave,
You're helping me heal.
You're something that helps me feel,
Something that helps me deal.
I can't come undone like this,
You'll see me at my worst.
Nobody who's seen that
has stayed for the days.
It's part of my undoing,
and something I can't control,
I don't know why you'd stay,
but I'm begging you, please don't leave.