My body's tired

But my mind's awake

I can take anything

But I just might break

Nothing's confusing me

But I'm not sure at all

I've finally learned to fly

And also how to fall

I'm so in love

But I'm letting him go

I've seen the future

But what'll happen, I don't know

I've got God on my team

But He's standing on the side

I'm driving this car

But I'm just along for the ride

I've got the best friends ever

Now watch them leave

I've got to pull myself together

If only so I can grieve

I'm sick of all this irony

If I weren't a fighter I'd stop trying

These opposites are killing me

But I know I'm so far from dying

I'm under attack