I'll make you mine

These tears cannot be dried
these promises cannot be unbroken
you can break my heart a thousand times
Say words meant to be unspoken
you can kill me deep inside
Tell all my secrets I can't confide

You can rip my love apart
And destroy my every being
Inflict pain upon my heart
until it at last stops beating
I'll go home crying every night
Forever wondering why oh why

You said we'll definitely stay friends
our bond will never come to an end
so then please tell me why
every time that you walk by
when I look into your eyes
you have a coldness I can't surmise

I see you with her now
everyone thinks you're such a cute pair
I always wonder how
I was thrown away without a care
You could do so much better
She isn't someone you should saunter after

Can you do me one last thing?
The reason that I sing
I know you are aware of my feelings for you
It was right after you and her became two
I tried to be patient in waiting
But I can't numb this hating

I may be able to replace you for awhile
There is someone else who can also make me smile
So if you are not serious with her
Soon enough I may have chosen another
Figure out whether it is me you love or hate
Because, poor darling, you might be too late

My life is on repeat
For every guy I meet
If it is love I feel
I guess I don't appeal
For they never feel the same
What part of me is to blame?
My looks? My smile? My teeth?
My personality?

All the time I hope and pray
That maybe there will come a day
when I can smile and proudly say
I've found someone I love
and they feel the same way
Until that fantasy comes true
I'll envy all those that do

So many questions I have no answer for
They shake me to the very core
What does she have that I lack?
Why don't you ever text me back?
Is it a problem of mine?
Could it be a flaw in my design
that makes you turn away
there is nothing I can do to make you stay?

The boy who is a possible replacement for you
He likes me like you would never do
I'm sure that you will be glad
I was only being a bother and making you mad
I realize that now and it won't happen again.
He'll be my world unlike like all other men

If it turns out you are too late
You may never have really been filled with hate
I'll smile just like you did while I'm in his arms
I'll say, "I'm sorry, but we will still stay friends" and mean no harm
Let's look at the bright side and turn the page
At least he and I are around the same age

I have known you longer than both him and her
But that sure didn't stop you two from getting together
So be high school sweethearts, I won't get in your way
But keep in mind that after your wedding day
It is the high school sweethearts that tie the knot
who divorce the fastest and drift apart

So stay with her at your own discretion
My love, did I forget to mention?
I can feel it deep inside
My feelings for you are dying since they were denied
I have already begun to get over you
If you really do feel love too,
Get with the program and get in line
You've waited too long to say, "I'll make you mine"