Title: A Nonexistent Existence
Author: Of Sapphires And Quicksilver
Comments: I wrote this when I obsessively liked someone and I was just wondering if I'm still just part of the crowd. And yes, I'm aware they don't rhyme but not all poems have to rhyme, you know. The T-rating was purely for the depressing aura.

Summary: Ever liked someone and you're afraid that you just don't exist to them? "Am I really nonexistent?"
- Rated T for mature themes.

A Nonexistent Existence

Am I really nonexistent
When I look at him and smile?
Am I really nonexistent
When I greet him and say 'Hi'?
Am I really nonexistent
When I laugh at all his jokes?
Am I really nonexistent
When I wave 'Goodbye'?

Am I still nonexistent
When I walk home with him?
Am I still nonexistent
When I do favours?
Am I still nonexistent
When I hang out with him?
Am I still nonexistent
When I give him a hug?

Am I forever nonexistent
Even when I share secrets?
Am I forever nonexistent
Even when I stare him in the eye?
Am I forever nonexistent
Even when I comfort him?
Am I forever nonexistent
Even when I think of him and cry?