I have a question why do you push me aside? Why do you pat attention to my sisters so much more and throw me to the side because I am "the good kid?" do you not see that all I want is for you to sit and talk with me for a while. Cant you see I'm drowning in my troubles and I need someone to help me out before its to late. I try so hard in school and I do all these after school activities just to get your attention. Do you really think I'm doing this all for myself? Do you think I want to be so tired and never have any free time to just be a teenager? I do all this for you. I try out for all these plays just to get you to come and watch and maybe be proud of me. I don't think I can keep up with all this anymore its just to much. All I need is a pat on the back and for you to tell me I make you proud. If I don't get that soon I don't think I can keep up with this life. You will regret ignoring me when I can't handle it anymore and take those pills. I just want someone to care.