Lonely

Will I be lonely forever?

Destined to spend my nights and days

Staring out into the world

Where those with others

Walk by carefree

Will I be lonely forever?

Forced to listen to love songs

Read romance novels

And watch romantic dramas,

in which women and men fall for one another

And always have happy endings

Will I be lonely forever?

Laughing when I want to cry,

Smiling when I want to sob

And shoving people away,

When all I want to do, is cry out for help,

Will I be lonely forever?