i Was in a funny mood today
and wHen she started commenting on my stuff
i sneered
laughed in her face
and took her down
happilY

.

It's my revenge
after all

.

she thinkS
i'm a bitch
they think
i'm crazy
i think
crazy is just fine

.

because what's the poInT
when everything is grey

.

and white tissues turned red
mean nothing now

.

BecAuse that pleasure is Denied
to me
By thEm

.

anger is new
i don't get angry
but maybe i'm replaCing A different
red

.

an inheritance i hate to have
haven't yet gotten
(maybe?)
and will be stUck with
forever

.

it feelS good to hurt
feel blood run
tricklE down the arm
trIcked ouT of skin
of flesH and hEartbeat
to writhe and die
somewhere eLse

.

Perhaps
i Should just
do it.