Shaking

I'm shaking

My world is tilting

I'm shivering

But it's hot

I'm bleeding

But not enough

I feel sad

Yet I feel nothing

I'm shaking

And I'm scared

My world is falling

And I'm bleeding

The pain stings

And I'm shaking

Tears are falling

My heart's beating too fast

What's wrong with me?

Can someone fix me?

I'm crying for help

Hoping someone will hear me

Can anyone hear me?

Does anyone care?

I'm left all alone

And I'm crying

And I'm shaking

Holding myself together

I tear myself apart

Can anyone help me?

Can anyone save me from myself?

Breathing deeply I hold the blade

Shaking

Breathing deeply I am helpless