Rewind my Song

If I die today What would you say?
Will you cry Or just stand by?
Will you forget me?
Where you ever able to see
Just who I am?
Still think it was just a sham?
Did you see how much I was hurting
Or the edge I was shirting?
How hard it was not to fall
Did you not hear me call?
I needed your help
But you put me on a self
You were not there Did you even care?
I did not play your game
I will not except the blame
Why did I have to suffer?
I hope you got what you where after
Did you feel better
When you made me feel so low
Every time I told you no?
Would you be glade if I was gone?
Would you just move on?
The me that you remember
Could make me shudder
The me that is inside
Was always hard to hide
You refused to see
The me I chose to be
Will I die alone?
The side that you have shown
Sees in the direction
That you have no affection
You paint my name black
I want my pride back
Give back what's mine
You stole my life
An inhuman crime
The wish to relive what's gone
Pushing rewind on my song
Whatever you think is too late
If I die, it is an act of fate
I will meet you at the gate