Most people,

When they cut,

Use a razor blade.

I use whatever I can find,

Whatever I can break into sharp pieces.

Whatever is in my box of things I used to cut with.

When I cut,

I feel numb,

And it makes me come alive.

But afterwards,

When I'm gettting undressed to take a shower,

I hate that they are there.

I'm not cutting anymore.

I'm throwing it all out.