A Dreamer's Pillowbook
Author:dreamer-13 PM
My pillowbook, filled with angst and philosophy and humor and *dare I say it* romance. Everything you want in a pillowbook, minus the downy feathers... wow, that was a lame joke...
Follow/Favorite Rated: Fiction T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 175 - Words: 13,186 - Reviews: 125 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 04-15-13 - Published: 01-25-11 - id: 2885531
A+ A- Full 3/4 1/2 Expand Tighten < Prev 1. Preface 2. Every other Wednesday 3. My Sleeve 4. Blushes 5. Just Sayin 6. There's a flaw in your logic 7. I hate these seats 8. I need to start occlumency lessons 9. A deep philosophical question 10. What gives? 11. Words not Spoken 12. Aasdoijflsnvirnbosr4356jnhzoerjjjeg 13. I'm not exactly the 'full package 14. Explanation 15. 14 guys audition, 30 girls 16. Zombie Pirate Unicorns 17. Suck it, Society Police 18. Title, you stupid site 19. Aaaand Mood Change 20. I already set up camp in the friend zone 21. Numb, but not tingly 22. My mom was one of those girls 23. Gawd your shoulder is the perfect pillow 24. As previously mentioned 25. Somebody call the Squirtle Squad 26. I'm a Checker at a grocerie store 27. Aaaand back to boy drama 28. More religious angst 29. Come on, Bieber, don't fail me now 30. The Tipping Point 31. Oblivious 32. Things most people just don't understand 33. The Unexplanable 34. Secret I'll die to keep yet long to tell 35. What an awkward question 36. One of those questions 37. Decisions, desicions 38. A Cliche I am in Pain poem 39. Hung out with a guy friend 40. Incoming Call 41. Summer Blues 42. More Summer Blues 43. I may be a horrible person 44. My parents have a compelling arguement 45. In the Mosh 46. Troll Face 47. My Little Brother's friend 48. Even more summer blues 49. Rewarded for being Clever 50. And then I thought 51. Show Choir Theme: Love 52. I'm sick of all these songs about you 53. xplays tiny violinx Aw, it broke 54. You can't explain that 55. Epiphany sort of 56. Fuck you, inspirational shit 57. On why I have to wear makeup and stuff 58. It was a stressful day 59. If you need me, I'll be in Narnia 60. On Aforementioned 'Anything I Want' 61. Several Days Later 62. Why I'm So Messed Up 63. Not a word 64. Hugging and Looking in His Eyes 65. 11:11pm 66. Fffffffuuuuuuuuuu 67. 11 11 11 68. Sometimes I Feel Stupid 69. Breathe, Rani, Breathe! 70. Ugh, Parents 71. Don't you feel special? 72. Texting him on Sunday 73. The Only Explanation 74. Don't Pinch Me In Case I Am Dreaming 75. So Get This 76. But, then again, I'd screw them up 77. But That Doesn't Mean I Can't Kick Ass 78. Right up there with Gravity and Algebra 79. More thoughts from last week 80. Damn Straight 81. And listen to your heart beat 82. I suck at this 83. No update flood any time soon 84. So my parents had another 'talk' with me 85. I'm a single grain of sand 86. My dog died this morning 87. My dumb girl stress 88. Wanderlust 89. The things I think while playing pokemon 90. The afterlife I'd want 91. I'm in one of those moods again 92. SO FRUSTERATING! Xflips a tableX 93. xsighx 94. Lilacs 95. A Rant 96. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? 97. Regarding 96 98. Just some stuff people said 99. I'll be a Junior next year 100. A quote from my uncle 101. Milestone 102. All the fucks I give 103. PAUSE 104. URA GENIUS xgenius face memex 105. Read this, you Stupid Freshman 106. Slow down, slow down! 107. Pause Rewind 108. Hey, I'm not dead! 109. Camping 110. A girl can dream, can't she? 111. A poem about rocks 112. I usually only watch cartoons 113. Making every moment an awkward one 114. Everyone needs to watch this movie NOW 115. Your WHAT 116. Thoughts While Crowd Surfing 117. On my fleeting childhood 118. Yes, that's STILL what I want to do 119. Fuck you, I do what I want 120. And Imma be kawaii as fuck 121. The sooner, the better 122. Sometimes, I just don't know 123. yeah 124. Youd think my faith would be dead by now 125. Another miscarriage 126. I'm not saying I hate you, but 127. Let's call it 'Apocolypse Day' 128. A RocketDog Eulogy 129. Happy Turkey Day, everybody! 130. I can dance to Single Ladies again 131. Goodbye 132. The next few chapters- hell hath no fury 133. The look on their faces was priceless 134. Hey, there 135. Estrogen Overload 136. So only about 4 people know 137. The fact of the matter is 138. My next platinum hit 139. Winding Down 140. RENOVATIONS 141. Identity Crisis 142. Back to Your Regularly Scheduled Program 143. An Apology 144. I'm over him 145. One of the things I admire about you 146. We WERE going to do a Harlem Shake video 147. Creepypasta 148. Say ONE MORE THING about her I DARE YOU 149. Does anyone want this? 150. I'm the Worst Kind of Person 151. One Cunt, Two Cunts, Red Cunt, Blue Cunt 152. I'm Sorry 153. The Worst Betrayal 154. Why the Betrayal Hurt So Badly 155. I SET FII-II-IIRE, TO THE BRIDGE 156. Bridges 157. A Haiku about YouTube 158. I only want cats and the internet 159. Sticks and Stones 160. I deleted my ex's number 161. I need to dream out loud 162. Notebooks full of beginnings 163. Quickly before I go soft-grunge 164. No, I wouldn't say ANTI-social 165. My life's a shitty fanfic& Im a Mary Sue 166. Newsflash 167. This isn't supposed to happen out here 168. Of all the fucked up things 169. Still in shock 170. People make me sick 171. Lighter fluid is a girl's best friend 172. My prom dress won't zip past my rib cage 173. Too full of shit, hot air, and stress 174. Volatile Times 175. Nursery Rhymes Next >
We promised to stay in touch, wished eachother well...
'Goodbye, Rani.'
'...Goodbye, Ryan.'
I can't decide whether or not
To say
'I love you'
Just one last time...
He hangs up before I have the chance.
< Prev 1. Preface 2. Every other Wednesday 3. My Sleeve 4. Blushes 5. Just Sayin 6. There's a flaw in your logic 7. I hate these seats 8. I need to start occlumency lessons 9. A deep philosophical question 10. What gives? 11. Words not Spoken 12. Aasdoijflsnvirnbosr4356jnhzoerjjjeg 13. I'm not exactly the 'full package 14. Explanation 15. 14 guys audition, 30 girls 16. Zombie Pirate Unicorns 17. Suck it, Society Police 18. Title, you stupid site 19. Aaaand Mood Change 20. I already set up camp in the friend zone 21. Numb, but not tingly 22. My mom was one of those girls 23. Gawd your shoulder is the perfect pillow 24. As previously mentioned 25. Somebody call the Squirtle Squad 26. I'm a Checker at a grocerie store 27. Aaaand back to boy drama 28. More religious angst 29. Come on, Bieber, don't fail me now 30. The Tipping Point 31. Oblivious 32. Things most people just don't understand 33. The Unexplanable 34. Secret I'll die to keep yet long to tell 35. What an awkward question 36. One of those questions 37. Decisions, desicions 38. A Cliche I am in Pain poem 39. Hung out with a guy friend 40. Incoming Call 41. Summer Blues 42. More Summer Blues 43. I may be a horrible person 44. My parents have a compelling arguement 45. In the Mosh 46. Troll Face 47. My Little Brother's friend 48. Even more summer blues 49. Rewarded for being Clever 50. And then I thought 51. Show Choir Theme: Love 52. I'm sick of all these songs about you 53. xplays tiny violinx Aw, it broke 54. You can't explain that 55. Epiphany sort of 56. Fuck you, inspirational shit 57. On why I have to wear makeup and stuff 58. It was a stressful day 59. If you need me, I'll be in Narnia 60. On Aforementioned 'Anything I Want' 61. Several Days Later 62. Why I'm So Messed Up 63. Not a word 64. Hugging and Looking in His Eyes 65. 11:11pm 66. Fffffffuuuuuuuuuu 67. 11 11 11 68. Sometimes I Feel Stupid 69. Breathe, Rani, Breathe! 70. Ugh, Parents 71. Don't you feel special? 72. Texting him on Sunday 73. The Only Explanation 74. Don't Pinch Me In Case I Am Dreaming 75. So Get This 76. But, then again, I'd screw them up 77. But That Doesn't Mean I Can't Kick Ass 78. Right up there with Gravity and Algebra 79. More thoughts from last week 80. Damn Straight 81. And listen to your heart beat 82. I suck at this 83. No update flood any time soon 84. So my parents had another 'talk' with me 85. I'm a single grain of sand 86. My dog died this morning 87. My dumb girl stress 88. Wanderlust 89. The things I think while playing pokemon 90. The afterlife I'd want 91. I'm in one of those moods again 92. SO FRUSTERATING! Xflips a tableX 93. xsighx 94. Lilacs 95. A Rant 96. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? 97. Regarding 96 98. Just some stuff people said 99. I'll be a Junior next year 100. A quote from my uncle 101. Milestone 102. All the fucks I give 103. PAUSE 104. URA GENIUS xgenius face memex 105. Read this, you Stupid Freshman 106. Slow down, slow down! 107. Pause Rewind 108. Hey, I'm not dead! 109. Camping 110. A girl can dream, can't she? 111. A poem about rocks 112. I usually only watch cartoons 113. Making every moment an awkward one 114. Everyone needs to watch this movie NOW 115. Your WHAT 116. Thoughts While Crowd Surfing 117. On my fleeting childhood 118. Yes, that's STILL what I want to do 119. Fuck you, I do what I want 120. And Imma be kawaii as fuck 121. The sooner, the better 122. Sometimes, I just don't know 123. yeah 124. Youd think my faith would be dead by now 125. Another miscarriage 126. I'm not saying I hate you, but 127. Let's call it 'Apocolypse Day' 128. A RocketDog Eulogy 129. Happy Turkey Day, everybody! 130. I can dance to Single Ladies again 131. Goodbye 132. The next few chapters- hell hath no fury 133. The look on their faces was priceless 134. Hey, there 135. Estrogen Overload 136. So only about 4 people know 137. The fact of the matter is 138. My next platinum hit 139. Winding Down 140. RENOVATIONS 141. Identity Crisis 142. Back to Your Regularly Scheduled Program 143. An Apology 144. I'm over him 145. One of the things I admire about you 146. We WERE going to do a Harlem Shake video 147. Creepypasta 148. Say ONE MORE THING about her I DARE YOU 149. Does anyone want this? 150. I'm the Worst Kind of Person 151. One Cunt, Two Cunts, Red Cunt, Blue Cunt 152. I'm Sorry 153. The Worst Betrayal 154. Why the Betrayal Hurt So Badly 155. I SET FII-II-IIRE, TO THE BRIDGE 156. Bridges 157. A Haiku about YouTube 158. I only want cats and the internet 159. Sticks and Stones 160. I deleted my ex's number 161. I need to dream out loud 162. Notebooks full of beginnings 163. Quickly before I go soft-grunge 164. No, I wouldn't say ANTI-social 165. My life's a shitty fanfic& Im a Mary Sue 166. Newsflash 167. This isn't supposed to happen out here 168. Of all the fucked up things 169. Still in shock 170. People make me sick 171. Lighter fluid is a girl's best friend 172. My prom dress won't zip past my rib cage 173. Too full of shit, hot air, and stress 174. Volatile Times 175. Nursery Rhymes Next >
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