My current state of mind
Cannot be explained by words
Can begin to grasp the truth.
Even I don't understand
My own feelings.
It fights against my logical side
But I do not know how to fight back
Will it reign the victor?
Will I crumble
And give in
To this unexplainable sensation
I pine for
Day and night?
My motivation for each day
Comes from those spare few moments
Moments that seem insignificant to the outsider
An exchange of friendly words
A few text messages
That mean everything to me
Moments that stretch on for a lifetime
Yet pass in the blink of an eye
Moments that I constantly look back at
Just to ensure that they are not