Lovesick

Letting you go

Is hardest of all

Memories will haunt me

Building a wall

Of hurt and pain

And disbelief

I didn't know

You could cause such grief

Making me wonder

How I could still adore

The person who blatantly

Chose to ignore

The importance of family

And keeping them safe

From disturbing actions

And choices you'd made

After the sorrow

I hate to admit

I love someone

Who makes me sick