|lower than maggots
Author: lucretiabaine PM
i'm entitled to an infestation.Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst - Words: 100 - Published: 04-09-11 - Status: Complete - id: 2906354
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if you knew anything about me, you'd know
i get a thrill when i'm empty
in the fleeting moments when
intrusive thoughts leave me.
i was in limerence, in ideation,
a state of bliss which
so i am lower than maggots,
lower than the floorboards
beneath your feet.
i wanted to be dizzy,
i wanted the comfort pain could bring.
i cleared my mind, tried not to think.
if self-hatred is an interesting emotion,
i offer this specimen for the exhibit.
i chase the beam of light
reflected by the scalpel.