It is extremely boring here, having finished my homework for the day. When this happens, my mind recedes into itself and I have nothing to do but think about sad things. I think about how Alessandro is falling out of love and how it kills me because I'm going into another infatuated I love you I love you stage. I write shitty poetry to fill up the empty spaces in my head because I can't let them be filled with shit. And then of course three seconds before this I'm fucking bouncing off the walls. I hate this I hate this. Someone save me.