AN: I am not used to writing poetry so this might not be right…

Enjoy and please review I guess (I am in a crappy mood right now)

How I love, yet hate

My disability

To take anything seriously

My mentors are always angry

They all must really hate me

Everywhere I go I feel like

I never belonged

I am unwanted

They think my dreams and passions

Are bull,

if they only knew

How important it is

The only hope I have to live

They say they love me

Though they can't stand the sight of me

My secret thoughts

If anyone knew they would be disgusted

Including God himself

He knows

But he makes no mistakes

There wouldn't be serial killers

And drug addicts

And whores

If they weren't meant to be

I don't think there is

A such thing as Hell

Because God knows we are not perfect

Because God understands

And accepts

Human beliefs

We are meant to all be together

We are all brothers and sisters

Though it doesn't matter what I do

My family

And the people around me

My friends

Will never be satisfied

Or proud

That's why I just want to crawl

Into the middle of the wild woods

And live all by myself

I could make a difference

And change the world

As long as know one knows

Who I truly am

They will love me

And I shall be famous

My words

My art

And my name will be remembered

But even when I doubt that

And I am put down even farther

Because I was not meant

And I will never be normal enough

For this world

I really just want to

Crawl in a hole and die

And wake up

In a place

Where I belong.