|the chronicles of an insomniac, volume II
Author: punctured.lungs PM
she hates the taste of tears.Rated: Fiction T - English - Chapters: 14 - Words: 1,574 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 06-10-11 - Published: 05-09-11 - Status: Complete - id: 2913872
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still breathing i swear to fucking god i'm
still breathing somehow.
don't know how i'm managing it
when i feel so
and i'm fighting myself all the time,
conscious of every breath i draw.
the oxygen passing through my lungs,
i'm rejecting it and accepting it at
the same time and
i don't even understand it so i don't expect you
to understand it either.
but i hate it so much, waging this
war on my own body.
mind over matter, they say, but
what if your mind won't listen to reason?
so alone sometimes...