give her back
by tolerate.
on 110511

the last time i'll ever write
about the oh-so typical you.
never again would i want to
fall in love with someone like you.
boy was i such a fool.

changed so drastically, recently.
started being feminine.
wearing pink, white hair bands-
striped female shirts;
showing your shaped waist.

then those shoes;
previously were sport shoes-
look at them now, look!
showing your ankle.
those shoes.

look, the feeling is gone now.
if not gone- then fading away.
i once loved you for everything,
i now dislike you for a simple reason.
you've turned feminine.

i know you are a female.
it's inevitable for you to dress like one;
but why did you have to change,
ever so, so, so drastically?
couldn't you have waited...

i admit it now and then,
that i didn't like your style
when you dressed like a female.
i only loved you when
you dressed like a male.

i know that you are not male,
and neither do you have
the intention to become exactly one.
yet, i loved you for that courage.
now you're telling me you're going to change?

"i won't allow of it, won't!"
shouts, screams, terrors in my head.
the only one i loved and cared for,
now walking away, away... from me.
you're leaving me behind!

if you're not like a male then...
you aren't the one i loved and cared for!
i want the old her back;
please give her back to me-
she was my everything.
i had my everything.

i'm losing everything.
i loved you.