Hiding

I'm Hiding it all

Perhaps that is what causes me to fall

Sitting in silence

Holding back the violence

In me, lurks a depressed state

Which is shown through bottled hate

With a cut so deep

I wish to sleep

To cease the pain

While I implement a gain

Or maybe I've gone insane

There is a struggle that holds the line

One that is grainy, thin, and fine

There are no tears to shed

As I hang by this thread

Such differences in life

In all, there is an incessant strife

Someone to talk to

Is another who will betray you

A reason to believe

That everyone has a blade underneath their sleeve

When the demons inside will have their eve

A family that states love is all I need

When they are another reason for me to bleed