We talked about the email,
Cat and I,
and we figured it out, and left it in the past.

I told her I was upset,
and hurt, about it,
not so much mad,
just hurt.

And she apologized,
and we fed the ducks
the day after.

I do not want an apology,
because I have to say that
even if you did,
I wouldn't be able to forgive you.

I'm sorry, but I already know about all the other things you said, the jokes, etc. I just can't see you the same way or talk with you the same way without feeling bitter or angry. Or hurt. The rest of them decided they wanted to keep things the way they are so I guess no one is comming to your house to sort things out.

I've just been hurt way too bad.