
Inside every soul, there are people and places of our creation. If we know of them or not, they are there, waiting to be found.
Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Words: 333 - Published: 08-07-11 - Status: Complete - id: 2940756
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There was a day when a part of me was shattered
I didn't know who I was anymore, I began to doubt who I was
I suffered and agonized over my loss of how I saw myself
It took two years for the healing to begin
First came my Persona
The Mask I wear to protect my soul
But this mask was flawed
Cracks allowed the pain to seep in
I was forced to tear off that mask
Toss it away for it only brought shame
I forged a new mask, one that allowed me to see
Then came my Anima
A woman in black, who knew my pain
She was calm and understanding
Gentle as a whisper, but strong as the earth
Qualities I hope to keep close to me
Then came my Shadow
He is my opposite, the thoughts I buried
He held all my pain, for I didn't have the strength to fight it
He held the Beast, the Lust, and the Coward
Three qualities I have yet to defeat
I give them names
So I may see them in the shadows
One by one, they will fall
The Beast, a terrible creature of anger
I suffered for the ignorance of others
And my voice was silenced, leaving me helpless
It was always eager to lash out
The Lust, a thing of desire
I never knew true love, and I so yearn for it
I watch others, and hope that I will find it
But I will never allow it to bring pain to another
The Coward, a pathetic being of fear
I suffered when I lost my way
Unable to find the help I so desperately wanted
I will not fall to these three
To do so will destroy me
And leave me with nothing
Over time, I have healed somewhat
And so I returned all these beings
Back to the depths of my soul
Though I still yearn for life and love
I will continue on
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