(A/N: Sorry I haven't updated this in ages. Also, I kind of gave up on NaNoWriMo...I started late and couldn't keep up because of homework and other things. I'll still finish the story but I can't post it for a while, because Hannah isn't allowed to read it yet.)

Helen, my love,

I know that you do not like when I act this way. I know it hurts you, yet I resort back to it every time. I act selfish, rude, cruel, mean, angry. I hide in a shell of insults and bad decisions. I honestly do not feel or hear my conscience any longer. The feeling of guilt still plagues me, but I can not understand the difference from right or wrong.

Even though I know what I am supposed to do, I seem to follow the opposite path anyway. I am so sorry for this. Honestly, I am.

I wish I could change for you. I wish I could treat you right. I know I won't change, though. I won't ever be the person you deserve.

I hope you're willing to put up with me anyway.

Yours,

Anne.

Review Responses:

(to Tigeress33565): lol it freaks Nigel out as well...

(to Kiyoshi'sGirl64): XD yeah, I don't know when we'll get back to those. It was actually sort of difficult to write, so...yeah.

Anyway, thanks for reviewing, you two! XD *gives you two a cupcake*