She watched him walk away. She watched him leave.

And all she did was stare.

There she was, left speechless again.

Even just a simple 'hi' wasn't able to escape her lips.

"Is there something wrong with me?"

She didn't know what to feel.

Should she be happy 'cause she saw him?

Or sad because she wasn't able to say a single word?

But this happens all the time.

You know, the "I'm just here, staring until I finally realize that he just left me speechless, again" moment.

She wants to stop holding on. She wants to let go.

But she just can't.

It's like her heart's telling her that she still loves him.

But her mind's telling her to let go.

She just can't help herself, can she?

Even though it hurts. So much that It formed wounds.

Wounds and scars around her heart. If that's even possible.

Because that's what it felt like.

She tried everything for it to heal.

But it never seemed to get better. Just worse.

And so she gave up. She got used to the pain.

There's nothing left for her to hold on to.

What is this thing called complete happiness?

Someone please tell her where and how can she get one.

/one shot. please review!