you were always there you held me with biting-cold arms you

made my blood sing you made my skin tingle you trapped my

breath in my throat you

listened with stainless-steel ears your smile was my smile with pointed red teeth

you sat and waited you were always there and when i needed you

you made me beautiful you left blossoming decorations my skin was delicate and

you tore through it to let out the pain you took the amorphous pressure

of the world and you took it away and left me scarred and whole you

were innocent by the light of day and i was alone and tainted my legs my

hips my arms shouted what i could not bear to say what you did to me what you did

for me you found me broken you left me worse and i don't need you i don't

need you i don't

need you anymore