A/N: Kind of a continuation of "Lost," but you don't need to read that first. It's... well, it's just me rambling artfully (or, at least, I like to think it's artful) for the world to see. Thank you, by the way, to everyone who read and reviewed and favorited "Lost," it really means a lot to me.

Best friends?

Don't make me laugh.

This isn't friendship.

I'm in love with you.

You "love" me,

Bur aren't "in love" with me.

We can't be friends.

Not like this.

You don't talk to me,

You avoid me,

You'd rather be with

Them

Than your so-called

"Best friend."

And

You're leaving soon.

I won't see you

For months!

Years!

(Ever again?)

How could we ever,

Ever

Last?

Don't lie to me,

Say we'll find a way,

We can last through

Anything.

How do you

Possibly

Expect us to last

When, even now,

With only a few feet between us,

We're falling apart?

You can't even

Imagine

How ANGRY that makes me.

I can't do this.

I won't try to do this.

You obviously don't want

This to work.

Why should I?

You may think I

Don't care,

Because my

Emotions

Are hidden behind my

Icy, stony mask,

But I care more then you do,

More than I should.

God, I want to hate you,

Despise you,

Be furious at you...

Forget you.

Forget this.

I still...

Want you.

Need you.

Love you.

Don't try to fix it, fix me,

I don't want you to.

You've ruined

Everything precious to me

(Unintentionally).

Good job,

Best friend.