I feel like being sick

My stomach churns

My headache pounds in a thick ball of pain.

I gulp down the warm liquid.

Hoping it will calm my dancing clowns

I swallow food whole

Nothing, not even the sweet taste of chocolate will fill the hole

Hole full of pain and rejection.

My gut aches from the chain of events in only one day.

One half hour.

My soul feels flayed

Opened up.

Revealed to all.

My emotions fill an overflowing cup