In this life of mine,

in this fray of mine,

you were my ray of

sunshine. You are

so very close and

yet so very far away.

I don't understand

why you couldn't stay

around me for a long time.

Your absence has painted

my whole entire world black.

There is nothing that I can

do or say that will make you

come back to me. You crush

my spirit when you push me

out of your life. I am like what

is it about me that you don't

like? I have invested so much

into our friendship, but that

ship has sailed away. Dreaming

to be elsewhere, your free spirit

is out of my hands. I am like

what is the point of getting close

to anyone especially you if I am

constantly being pushed away.

I am like what is the point of me

having a friend if I am always faced

with loneliness at the end of the day.

Dreaming to be elsewhere, heaven

is on my mind daily. I wake up really

early to see the sunrise over the horizon.

My vision sees beyond the pond of lies

and pipe dreams that you have me drowning

in because I can see the light for myself and I know the truth.