I sit here watching him like ever girl should

Some don't know that they would be lucky to have him but they haven't noticed it yet

I, however, have noticed it.I have known everyday

I say that the eyes can speak more than words

I look at him seeing how smart, nice, kind, funny, and brilliant boy he is

He tries to live up to everyone's expectations but its time for him to live his life and find his own

He tries hard and does his bes.

What I just saw is what people can say to him and notice easily but I can see so much more than that

Maybe things he could never notice

He needs to find his way not of what he can do but for who he is.

I know that he is something spectacular

To me I can be invisible to people

To everyone. He can see me

He may be the only one who can see me

When he looks at me I feel for a split second that he can see the same as I do by knowing I'm more than I am

More than I look

Sometimes when his eyes lock on mine I think that he can tell what I feel for him but when I look away it's like he never knew

I wish someday he'll see that I'm more than just a girl or the girl you look in the hallway at school and don't even care to know her name

I wait for my inner Juliet to come to help me with my Romeo

For me to find the words to even say hi

Instead I watch him

I only see the most gorgeous, beautiful eyes

I wonder if he would ever say that to me

I wait and feel the year go by and time go quicker than ever before

I watch him grow taller and more mature as the year passes

He doesn't see that I'm trying not to be the stupid girl that I am

I want to show him that I'm beautiful everyday and be smart or at least act like it

For him

I want to be myself through

I want to be the me that I come to know over the years

I can't stop time

When he smiles the world lights up

I love that anytime he can make me laugh and it makes my day

When I mess up in class he makes himself look like the idiot for me so I can give him a smile instead of humiliation

When I'm around him it's like my own world, just the two of us

He makes me feel safe

He's my protector

He tells me that nothing bad is ever going to happen to me.

What scares me is I believe him

I trust him and believe that what he says is true

I can't tell if that is wrong or right but for now it is…everything

When I'm a mess he says I'm beautiful

He's the only one that I know that can understand me

Every night I see him in my dreams wishing he would disappear because I can't stand him not being with me in the real world

I feel his hand slowly running over my skin wishing he would finally kiss me as his face gets close to mine

It never happens

I feel his arms wrap around me and I lay my head on his chest listening to his heart beat like a lullaby to make me fall asleep peacefully

Wanting this moment to never end

Wanting it to last forever as he said three words that changed my life

That's when I wake up crying

I stare back at reality

I never had the chance to tell him before the car crash

Life goes on without you

I will see you someday

I miss you

I will always love you

Forever